"Waiting to Exhale"
It feels like the whole world has applied to PT. Everywhere i turn, i found out another person has applied.
Sigh. Faith is scarce right now.
You know when you're watching an award show, or a game show...or basketball game; when the person is about to announce the winner, the verdict, or the ball is close to the rim. What do you do? There is a slight pause where you hold your breath and wait to see what happens. I feel like I've been holding my breath since Jan 15. The pressure in my "alveoli" can't take it anymore. My "diaphragm" is tired (I've been studying pulmonary mechanics, i couldn't resist).
Must go back to the story of Joseph.
Lord, bless you in all seasons, with all outcomes, all my life.
Help me to exhale go.
Sigh. Faith is scarce right now.
You know when you're watching an award show, or a game show...or basketball game; when the person is about to announce the winner, the verdict, or the ball is close to the rim. What do you do? There is a slight pause where you hold your breath and wait to see what happens. I feel like I've been holding my breath since Jan 15. The pressure in my "alveoli" can't take it anymore. My "diaphragm" is tired (I've been studying pulmonary mechanics, i couldn't resist).
Must go back to the story of Joseph.
Lord, bless you in all seasons, with all outcomes, all my life.
Help me to exhale go.
posted by A Mandar @ 12:36 a.m.
2 Comments:
At 1:10 a.m.,
Melody said…
My dear, you know Who's in control. He knows the best for you. :)
"Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path." - Psalm 119:105
At 2:43 a.m.,
Hamster said…
Hi, Mandars...I didn't know you were applying for PT...cool!
Wondering how you're doing, and wanna touch base sometime. Just got back from Thailand/Cambodia for a missions trip.
How amazing that you're still in touch with PCAers...I recognized everyone in your Christmas gathering pic!
Drop me a line sometime!
-Miss Hamster
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