*breath out*
Ah :) Two down, 5 more to go. Well, there you go, wrote two exams in two days. A nice pat on the back and then a nicer pat on the belly :) Neuro was last nite, i'm bitter b/c it was harder than what everyone said. But ecology was alright...esp w/ that nice prof :) Ahem.
The weekend was awesome. Sunday nite at andrew's was nice. Food was awesome. Lots of gluttony. Then it was so awesome to see everyone at adrian's place. Sharing, praying..very soothing. I was also really encouraged to hear the stories shared by everyone. It's so cool how we're separated geologically and yet our hearts beat to the same tune. The fellowship that we share is far greater than distance. They also got a cake for brent and I. That was sweet. And Sammi's stars. And duri, i miss her. And ya...it was just really nice. It felt so familiar..so comforting...so natural.
It's also been fun driving around. So much freedom! ha haa..although i have to walk 10min to school but meh...the singing in the car is worth it. I think these few days God has really shown me the friendships that he's blessed me with...not only high school friends whose gone away but the ones i have right here, esp at church. Benneth dropped by the other day w/ a nice surprise and then yesterday, i found a very nice CHEESEcake that brandon left. So sweet.
New year prayer requests? That the fire, the cup and whatever you want to call it will be renewed; will be overflowed once again; will run fully and abundantly through and through. That passion and burden will resound in the life i live and lead. That the truths i confess with my lips and writing will be more than 2 dimentional. That relationships will be blessed more so. That i will take the risks, whatever i am called to take and not be afraid to do so...in order to receive that blessing. To be motivated. To be able to see the bigger picture. Humility. Patience. To put others and Him first. To see non of myself but all of Him. To learn to see myself thru His eyes. To become a woman that makes God smile, to stop breaking His heart. To be a revolutionary, but first within myself. To find an accountability partner/group and/or a mentor. I really need that maturity i my life when i try to deceive myself.
The weekend was awesome. Sunday nite at andrew's was nice. Food was awesome. Lots of gluttony. Then it was so awesome to see everyone at adrian's place. Sharing, praying..very soothing. I was also really encouraged to hear the stories shared by everyone. It's so cool how we're separated geologically and yet our hearts beat to the same tune. The fellowship that we share is far greater than distance. They also got a cake for brent and I. That was sweet. And Sammi's stars. And duri, i miss her. And ya...it was just really nice. It felt so familiar..so comforting...so natural.
It's also been fun driving around. So much freedom! ha haa..although i have to walk 10min to school but meh...the singing in the car is worth it. I think these few days God has really shown me the friendships that he's blessed me with...not only high school friends whose gone away but the ones i have right here, esp at church. Benneth dropped by the other day w/ a nice surprise and then yesterday, i found a very nice CHEESEcake that brandon left. So sweet.
New year prayer requests? That the fire, the cup and whatever you want to call it will be renewed; will be overflowed once again; will run fully and abundantly through and through. That passion and burden will resound in the life i live and lead. That the truths i confess with my lips and writing will be more than 2 dimentional. That relationships will be blessed more so. That i will take the risks, whatever i am called to take and not be afraid to do so...in order to receive that blessing. To be motivated. To be able to see the bigger picture. Humility. Patience. To put others and Him first. To see non of myself but all of Him. To learn to see myself thru His eyes. To become a woman that makes God smile, to stop breaking His heart. To be a revolutionary, but first within myself. To find an accountability partner/group and/or a mentor. I really need that maturity i my life when i try to deceive myself.
posted by A Mandar @ 8:09 p.m.
2 Comments:
At 3:01 p.m.,
secretblogger said…
Amanda =)I understand the stress ..the madness never stops ...take it easy
At 7:30 p.m.,
Melody said…
pandar!! i miss you! i didn't know you had a blog!! thank goodness i found it! i can't wait to add you... keep your head up with exams... (i'm procrastinating too!) but we'll talk... this thurs?
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